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闲来无事，随便找一集以前看过的美剧来打发时间，顺便期望能发现新的共鸣。最合适是sex and the city.

S04E05 Ghost Town， 真好，随机到一集关于旧情的, Carrie & Aidan.
Carrie:  
    New York is definetely haunted, old lovers, ex-boyfriends, any one you have unresolved issues with. You are bound to run into again and again until you resolve them.
    My relationship with Aidan was long dead. But with one invitation he was suddenly a presence in my life again. Or had he been there all along? Like the chair he made that I could never bring myself to sell.
    When a relationship dies, do we ever really give up the ghost? Or are we forever haunted by the spirits of relationships past?

在她终于还是见到了Aidan之后，在几句再不能简单客气的对话之后
Carrie: I had confronted my ghost. I had accepted and released him... but now I was more haunted than ever.
Because what I felt out there was no ghost... it was real.

我疑惑说，是不是真的只是这一次重逢就开始怀念和想念。
Carrie: That's not why I want him back, I just miss him.
Miranda: Did you miss him before you saw him?
Carrie: I miss him. I've missed him for months...
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    女主角是单身，所以我心平气和地接受她的念念不忘和想要找回旧爱的心。
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    可是我再不能听任何人解释“我不能再和你在一起，因为不能忍受和你在一起的时候心里还有别人”。
    如果心里有鬼，走到哪里都会闹鬼。说再不见面不是想忘记她/他，而是怕再想起她/他，但你似乎成了一个藏身之处。
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    如果有一天你看到了这些，你要谅解。我不是不想忘记不开心的事情。